Lily Allen

I am way too cheerful! He thinks German grammar is hot, and seems at least to be receptive to my taste in music; he likes Don McLean. And I like him. I like that I was all on him last night and he kept his self-control -- laudible. "Ich mag ihn." And I think we're both pretty bad at lip-reading. I'll have to ask what he was saying. Er ist mein Freund, that's how I'll das erklären.

Wow. Less than a week, and I'm already getting my moments confused.
Thursday. Red Lobster. Gladiator. Rum.
Saturday. Dear Couple. Star Trek II. Cognac.
Sunday. Homework. Game of Thrones. Tuna sandwich.
Monday. Corset. One really great round, then breakfast.
Tuesday. Dear Couple. Star Trek III. WWI. Pineau des Chanteres.
And then I went home.

That's a pretty big deal. First time since our first date that I've kissed him and nothing else. I was running my feet up and down his leg all night, imagining kissing him against the wall in the hope he'd catch on, and in general making myself a big ball of sexy, but he didn't react. Much. He touched me back, very deliberately, a few times. And we were able to separate the games we played above the table with the games we played under the table. Although I do think I accidentally stroked Dear Husband's foot once. Whupps.

So it is odd, the question of whether or not I find him attractive. He shaved, which makes him look like a "man baby" (his term). And still. He looks a little odd with his glasses on; I guess I"m too used to his face close to mine, with no need for glasses, but I do find him attractive. I am definitely attracted to him with my body, who's a bit of a whore and really likes how he makes her feel, and my brain, who can be a total bitch and yet is enamored with this man. My eyes are 'eh' but the other two hardly ever agree, and they're saying "Fuck you!" really loud at the eyes.

Also, I feel super dumb, but I think I've songed us. "Who'd Have Known" from Lily Allen. Yupp. In just over an hour we're grabbing indeterminate Asian food. Maybe I can get a whole record's worth from him. Ha!