Heavy Eyelids

End of the night I want to communicate with somebody. Turns out these days it's just me around. Pink went off to the bars and my sister couldn't hold a communication without interrupting with a non sequitur. I called Arch and we chatted a bit. It's very very weird but I'm sure I'm over him and it's really odd but apparently his love life's going in something of the same direction (that is, badly) and I find it really amusing. He talked about some girl and I was curious about her name but only after he asked Turkic's name and then he asked what I honestly thought of him. I said he's a great guy but doesn't know what he wants and needs to be more aggressive in bed. He mentioned he'd tried that and quite liked it. That doesn't make me sad or jealous, just...I find it funny. Amusing, and a little strange. But I'm glad he's found somebody that things worked with? And I'm sorry they didn't work for longer. And he's willing to admit I'm attractive, which I appreciate. I have no interest in dating him again, and am glad we can talk like friends again. My life feels really empty lately, and as much as I'm going to hate the next few weeks (dead week & finals), I think I'm going to hate this summer more. One of my fantastic amazing coworkers is moving far far away and Pink will be at an internship a state away and Arch's going to be out of the country so no chance of us hanging out and Soprana will be at least an hour away at home and working. I just want to do something that doesn't involve me feeling so fucking alone.