I don't fucking understand how someone who's not interested in having any of a half-dozen men has a half-dozen men dogging her ankles. She got so trashed she couldn't walk, and had two men carrying her. Then there's me, who's relatively cute and knows what she wants and scares every fucking man away.
I just... I don't know if there's something wrong with me (I really don't want this to be the case!) or if there actually are men out there who have the balls to hold their own with me. Fuck, and I don't want to wait two years to find another guy who speaks German. This is just --- HELL. It pisses me off. Why can't men be as fucking up-front and suave as they pretend to be? Or why can't they just say, "Yes, I'd like a sexual relationship but I'm not really good with something emotional right now." Because fuck if I couldn't put up with that. But I'd like to *know* one way or the other.
AGH. I'm tempted to attempt a booty call, but I need to pick up and move on with my life.
No comments:
Post a Comment